AHHHHHHH!!!! <<<----------- that accurately sums up how I feel right about now.
But, in other news, I finished up Adult 1 clinical before spring break (which was SO nice to have). When we got back to school, we picked up right where we left off...going 100mph. Already finished my brief OB rotation, which was an interesting change from Adult clinical. OB is generally a happier atmosphere, with babies being born and all, compared to the cancer unit I was on before. There's still depressing times though, like seeing the sick little babies or hearing a mother sob hysterically because she lost her baby at 39 weeks. It was fun getting to hold the little newborns though. I had never thought newborns were cute...honestly, I thought they were kind of ugly lol. I thought they didn't get cute until they were a bit older like 5-6 months. But after bring around lots of them, I've changed my mind. They're cute lol. Even though they all look the SAME to me. It's pretty amazing that there as many healthy babies as there are...there's SO MANY things that can go wrong. It's truly a miracle.
After doing this rotation, I could possibly see myself being an OB nurse, since you still have the adult nursing care aspect of it (the mother), with the baby added. So, we'll see how pediatrics rotation goes. I am NOT looking forward to it. I feel like I'm the only one who feels like that... hehe. In the meantime, I have 4 back-to-back-to-back tests in the next 2 weeks. Gonna be rough. Fortunately, I have this thursday and friday off!! Is it sad that the first thing I think of when I have a day(s) off is :"Yes! I have extra time to study!" <--Don't answer that question.
